Lump, Pellet, Chunk, Dollop, TOPAK!

Haha! English pala ng topak, lump.

Feeling ko tino-topak ako ngayon. Ayokong sabihin na tinotopak ako kasi I disapprove with the saying na "kulang-kulang ang mga Februarians." Hehe.
I think it started after I took a bath. I had my hair cut yesterday. My new hairstyle looked so good on me... then I took a bath. I can't bring back the way it was when I just had it cut. I feel so "manang"-ly.
Secondly, my mom made the cheese waffles her way. I asked for cheese waffles and I asked it done my way. She used keso de bola instead of cheeses like Eden, Queso, I don't know what they're called but they're different cheeses, right? And she grated it. I want it sliced in big pieces.

Oh wait.. maybe I'm just experiencing the my-hair-was-longer-yesterday feeling and the infamous, pag-Inarte.

LAST DAY SA OFFICE

So, I'm so lazy to do anything today. I'm supposed to be cleaning my desk, finishing my Rumba projects and clearing my PC. Instead, I'm here writing on this blog post, slouching with a very lazy eyes and a  rumbling stomach.
I kinda lost my appetite. I've tried so hard to find it. I had the sweetest things in front of me yet it won't come out.
I'm also so lazy I don't wanna talk to anyone. I've talked to a lot of people today already. They've been giving me a boost about something that's been happening lately. They're not working but I'm guessing it's because my body's going through some hormonal changes right now :(

It's not that I'm collecting compliments but the best compliment that I received today is that I'm Sweet. As a pessimistic and humble person, I told him I'm not. (Prolly because I prefer being called affectionate.) We then talked about his problem which he later on told me, "See? You're Sweet!" I was like, well, our feelings were not mutual, like, you feel down about a certain thing and I feel nothing wrong about that certain thing and that I just did an S.O.P thing, that is, to not let someone feel any lower when they're already feeling down. Because if that's the meaning of sweet, then all the people I know are sweet, making it... very.. common. (sorry halo-halo na! lamig pa naman ng panahon)

trying on some good music to change the mood.

So 2010, 2011 and 2012..

I have to end this craziness. Yes, this stupid blog with a horrible grammar! CHOS HAHAHA

Just had a little glitch over someone today. It's so small I have to write a blog about it. Okay, wait... I FEEL SAD. 

You know when you feel like you tried, but you know that you really didn't? And when everything has fallen down, you don't know who to blame but you feel like it's actually all your fault? And what's worse is you can't do anything about it because, well, it's all just in your mind and that glitch that you're saying is just between you and your fantasy-version of that someone whose actions simple depend on its real-life version which you really know nothing about.

Complicated, I know. And crazily stupid.

"Oh well, I tried. Para-paraan. Sooo 2012!"